Well...that worked and it didn't. I've had so many experiences at CSU, Sky Ranch, and travelling the US over the past few years. But I didn't think to write about those things. I only wrote about Ghana, using the same somber tone Ghana evokes in me. Joyful, sometimes, but a somber joy indeed.
This blog is for Ghana. Ghana is life, whether I'm home or abroad.
But here's the deal folks...I am not in Ghana.
I'm in Costa Rica. And the tone of this blog doesn't fit this place. Here there are yoga studios and chicken restaurants called "Pollolandia". I am learning so much Spanish...but not only deep things like: "vale la pena."
I've learned the words for beet (remolacha), Lutheran (luterana) and tornado (tornado). Life here is fun and silly and full of relaxation and laughter.
And I think it might just cure me. Sometimes, it's good to look your grief in the face.
But I think it's equally good, sometimes, to focus on the fun and the friendship and the beauty. As you elevate these things, pain begins to fade. A little.
Thank you, Sky Ranch, for showing me that. Playing with campers, hiking through the mountains, and I felt so alive.
I am going to stop looking at Costa Rica in light of my experiences in Ghana. I will always have Ghana, and I'm not sure I'll always have this place. Of course Ghana will come up...it's me we're talking about, after all...
But I am here. And it's time to fully be here. To laugh and play and fall in love with something, somewhere, or someone.
"Sarah," I am telling myself, "lighten up."
Since I've been here, I've met my host family, been to two parades, had an awesome hamburger with the best homemade fries ever, and realized the wisdom of the quote above my bed.
|One of the best ways to stay happy is to stop going to the things that make you feel sad. (Quote hanging above my bed)|
|Parade with Oxen Carts|
|Peli's (I watched them cook my food over the counter)|
|Parade of Saints|
|La Familia Mendez|
Pura vida! (Pure life, Costa Rica's tag phrase).
Chau, amiges! I'm starting a new blog. That's way more fun and so less heavy. I'll post the address when I've made it.